{"id":12,"date":"2023-07-20T17:22:16","date_gmt":"2023-07-20T17:22:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/eportfolio.siue.edu\/troy-shaffer\/?page_id=12"},"modified":"2024-04-19T16:13:04","modified_gmt":"2024-04-19T16:13:04","slug":"my-journey","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/eportfolio.siue.edu\/troy-shaffer\/my-journey\/","title":{"rendered":"My Journey"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>First Semester<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This semester has taught me a lot of things. The two things that I think of first are presentations aren\u2019t very hard and group work isn\u2019t great. Growing up I have always hated presenting and presentations; it had always caused me great anxiety and it was something I always dreaded doing. Group work has had its ups and downs and I feel like this semester has sort of put a bad taste in my mouth for group work.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>One thing that has changed positively for me (for now at least) has been presentations. All throughout high school presentations were the worst part of every class for me, and I still honestly don\u2019t know why. Something about talking in front of a big group of people with all of the attention on me just really stressed me out. But some switch in my head flipped when I got into college, and I am not sure why. But every presentation I have had has gone super well with a lot less anxiety. Not that there wasn\u2019t anxiety going into the presentations but in high school I would think about them for days before and just stress myself out way too much for something that is not a big deal. I have had several presentations this semester and they were honestly kind of fun, one thing I think I have realized about presenting is that most of the people watching don\u2019t really care about your presentation, they are in their own head about their own presentation or just anything.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Group work however is something that I view with a more negative light. I\u2019ve learned that not everyone is reliable and that you should only depend on yourself. Personally, I would think that group work would be better in college than in high school because everyone is forced to go to high school, college is a commitment that you are paying for. Maybe I have just been unlucky with my groups, but I feel like a lot of my group assignments were just miserable due to a lack of communication and work. The most prominent example was for my GROUP communications class, where we had to do a social activity\/task out of class and then make a long several page guide about it as well as a presentation going over it for the class. My group who I was stuck with all semester just would not respond to texts or anything, we literally did the entire project the night before it was due. Not to mention I did 50% percent of the work before we even did the social activity, I had set everything up for them to fill in their respective parts and it would be easy for them to do. But when I checked in on their progress at 12 am (it was due at noon), none of them had done anything. I then spent the next 2 and a half hours putting my 50% up to an 80%. I finally went to bed pissed and just decided that if they didn\u2019t finish the rest I didn\u2019t even care because I did everything that was done. In the end we got a 70\/70 on the project but it still just was a terrible experience.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Second Semester<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>First Semester This semester has taught me a lot of things. The two things that I think of first are presentations aren\u2019t very hard and group work isn\u2019t great. Growing up I have always hated presenting and presentations; it had always caused me great anxiety and it was something I always dreaded doing. Group work [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"template-nosidebar.php","meta":{"_sb_is_suggestion_mode":false,"_sb_show_suggestion_boards":false,"_sb_show_comment_boards":false,"_sb_suggestion_history":"","_sb_update_block_changes":"","footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-12","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry","post-preview"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eportfolio.siue.edu\/troy-shaffer\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/12","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eportfolio.siue.edu\/troy-shaffer\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eportfolio.siue.edu\/troy-shaffer\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eportfolio.siue.edu\/troy-shaffer\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eportfolio.siue.edu\/troy-shaffer\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/eportfolio.siue.edu\/troy-shaffer\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/12\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":203,"href":"https:\/\/eportfolio.siue.edu\/troy-shaffer\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/12\/revisions\/203"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eportfolio.siue.edu\/troy-shaffer\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}